"Happily ever after is so once upon a time"

2011-11-20T00:26:00.001+08:00

如果你爱一个人，你会了解她的一切，而不需再问她。

如果你不爱一个人，即使她告诉你她的一切，你也还是会忘记的。

mummy in UK

2011-11-13T01:50:00.001+08:00

Went for my sch's pre-residency briefing awhile ago..
kinda concern about the weather cause apparently my fats are as lazy as its owner, doesnt keep me warm .__.

so i googled abt the weather that i might expect in the late mar - early april.

nb... it's gonna be 10-ish degrees to -5-ish degrees at night.

i foresee myself wrapping like a freaking mummy, walking ard in e sch campus and getting laughed at, while still catching a bad cold..

-_-

maybe i shld rrly start buying all the warm clothes for the sch exchange soon...
spending money again...
but hey, at least i get to shop!

muhahahahahahahaha

oh and to get to see castles and all the beautiful places in UK is worth it :)

but.........

why UK trip so expensive?! WHY U TELL ME WHY *bangs head against........ pillow*

再不起床，又迟了啦:(

2011-11-12T19:10:00.001+08:00

so accurate, I've nth to say.

hahahahaha

not Real-genic

2011-09-24T23:37:00.001+08:00

Woke up eff-ing early today (at 7am -_-)
My body got used to waking up at 7plus i guess?
(me to body: 7am is a lil too much, at least wake me up at 9am on weekends leh deh!)

Anyway.. I took my phone (which is on my dressing table next to me) and started playing games/surf net etc....

then i saw my reflection on my hp (yea my htc sensation's screen is reflective)
waaaaaa my hair looks woper chio!
waaaaaa my face looks damn flawless!

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

and being e bimbo-me, (thou not the pretty type) I started taking photo of myself.. LOL

Then while I was browsing thru the photos I took,
I was rrly happy cause they look dup chio.

But... they just don't seem to be... the real me in person :\

anyone who met me b4 will definitely not recognise me in these photos. :(:(:(

so at the end of the day, i hereby conclude..

Lao niang am not REAL-genic!
get it? REAL-genic photogenic???? hahahahaha!! okay not funny :X

Don't click on the photo 'cause it's gonna enlarge e photo (unfortunately, I dono how to diable this function :\)

No photoshop no makeup no styling of hair..... so.......
WHY I DON'T LOOK THIS NICE IN PERSON?! WHY YOU TELL ME WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friends

2011-09-19T01:25:00.001+08:00

In life, you need friends. Not a lot, just a few worthy ones will do.

Worthy of your efforts to make e friendship work even when personalities clashes.

You only need a friend who tries to understand u.
A friend who cries for u.
A friend who forgives u.
A friend who makes u laugh when u needed to.

And I'm happy right now cause I found one :)

Thanks for making me feel like I'm not just a clown in ur life, but a human who can b boring or emotional at times (maybe most of e times :\)

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quote quote

2011-09-11T23:44:00.000+08:00

My Sherry honey posted this in fb: "不需要后悔太多，因为即使时光倒流，不属于我们的还是抓不到。"

mad love it. :)

Blind

2011-09-08T04:48:00.003+08:00

I hope my new blogskin will make you feel like you're gonna die looking at the fancy background :3

Let it burn

2011-09-08T02:21:00.001+08:00

I set fire to the rain,
And I threw us into the flames.
Where I felt somethin' die, 'cause I knew that that was the last time

Addictive

2011-08-23T14:40:00.006+08:00

"I'm going banana banana si, banana banana si, banana banana si"

THIS IS SO DAMN ADDICTIVE EVEN WHEN IT'S ONLY A TEASER

killer

2011-08-23T00:49:00.001+08:00

Day like this only makes me wanna kill those who hurt my heart.
LEAVE ME ALONE

sick and not sleeping

2011-08-19T05:13:00.001+08:00

OMGNBWTFBBQKFCMCDONALD!!

shouldn't have drank so much coffee!

now my heart is beating so fast, I can even hear it -____-

feelin feverish (due to lack of slp I suppose?), burning eyes and pounding headache...
my body is aching and tired but my mind is so clear man!!

Panadol extra doesn't seem to work:( ate it at 2am, now is 5am, still not doing any magic.

urgghhhhhhhhh

batt running low, dono what to do now LOL
so here's a super lame post that bores u (and hopefully me, so I'll fall aslp)

muhahahahahaha (dono high what fk)

p/s siao liao cfm tmr panda eyes!!
@.@ << 我美吗？hahahaha!!

I was up and I'm down

2011-08-18T01:21:00.001+08:00

It was supposed to be my happy day, Tong talked me out of the whole shitty issue. and I got the job.

then.......... she's doing it again.
she remind me why vulgarities were created..
it's for people like her _|_ (￣ー￣)_|_

Orz

2011-08-14T02:09:00.001+08:00

my
ang
moh
sucks
!

L
O
L

8-eyed

2011-08-14T02:08:00.001+08:00

work assignment work assignment

Continuously staring at the com for 4hrs, rest for an hr, and another 3hrs..

all freaking boring text on marketing and figures

omggg my eyessss @.@
I see shadows even with my specs on,
I guess I'm 8-eye freak now...

BOOOOOOOOOOOO!
scary not?
hahahaha *self-high-ing cause too tired*

but

assignment not even half-way done

knn

I'm so slooooooooowwwwwww
*crawling like a snailllllll*

give and take

2011-08-10T01:09:00.005+08:00

a simple nagging always elevates into a stupid arguement.
why am i blamed when I've work on the weekends?
have you ever think abt the main reason I had to work my fat ass off?!

Everyday i wondered, what people wants from me?
working from mon - sun ain't enough?
schooling at night after work ain't enough?
helping out with documents ain't enough?
planning of gatherings ain't enough?

then I get shitty replies from people who they claim themselves my "friend" or "family".

I'm not your maid, not your slave, not your secretary.

You take? You better give back.

"I'm nobody's bitch" - Chef Ramsay

在我的周围，能够真正关注我的，就那么廖廖几个。所以，如果你讨厌我，我一点也不介意，我活着不是为了取悦你。

quote

2011-08-09T17:03:00.001+08:00

一个人只有一个心脏，却有两个心房。一个住着快乐；一个住着悲伤。不要笑得太大声，不然会吵醒旁边的悲伤。

Marathon

2011-08-01T00:29:00.001+08:00

Work marathon started last Friday, ends on the 8th August.
Jia youuuuuuuu jasmine goy

zzzZZz

spider webs

2011-07-30T02:45:00.004+08:00

*wipe spider webs away*

Super lack of update ..
It's all either some MV or Mv or hmmm photo.

LOL

I've nth much to talk about,
other than the infamous phrase - LIFE SUCKS MAX!!!!!!!!!!

who need me when I'm always there?
family friends strangers
there’s nothing different at all

quote unquote I'm fine living without you.

그리워서

2011-07-30T02:38:00.001+08:00

English Translation:

Because I miss you

Always under exactly the same sky,
always exactly the same day
Other than you not being here,
there’s nothing different at all
I just want to smile,
I want to forget everything
Just like nothing has happened,
Smiling to live my days

Miss you, miss you so much,
because I miss you so much
Everyday all by myself, calling and calling you
Want to see you, want to see you,
because I want to see you so much
Now it’s like I have this habit,
keep calling out your name
It’s the same today

I thought I’d let go,
not leaving anything behind
No, no, now I still can’t let you go
Miss you, miss you so much,
because I miss you so much
Everyday all by myself, calling and calling you

Want to see you, want to see you,
because I want to see you so much
Now it’s like I have this habit,
keep calling out your name
It’s the same today

Everyday, everyday,
It feels like I’m gonna die, what should I do?

Love you, love you, I love you
I hadn’t even spoken the words, I just let you go
Sorry, sorry, do you hear my words
My late confession, can you hear it
I love you

Romanization:

그리워서…

늘 똑같은 하늘에 늘 같은 하루
neul ttokgateun haneure neul gateun haru
그대가 없는 것 말고는 달라진 게 없는데
geudaega eomneun geot malgoneun dallajin ge eomneunde
난 웃고만 싶은데 다 잊은 듯이
nan utgoman sipeunde da ijeun deusi
아무일 아는 듯 그렇게
amuil aneun deut geureoke
웃으면 살고픈데
useumyeon salgopeunde

그리워 그리워서 그대가 그리워서
geuriwo geuriwoseo geudaega geuriwoseo
매일 난 혼자서만 그대를 부르고 불러봐요
maeil nan honjaseoman geudaereul bureugo bulleobwayo

보고파 보고파서 그대가 보고파서
bogopa bogopaseo geudaega bogopaseo
이제 난 습관처럼 그대 이름만 부르네요
ije nan seupgwancheoreom geudae ireumman bureuneyo
오늘도
oneuldo

난 보낸줄 알았죠 다 남김없이
nan bonaenjul aratjyo da namgimeobsi
아니죠 아니죠 난 아직 그대를 못 보냈죠
anijyo anijyo nan ajik geudaereul mot bonaetjyo

그리워 그리워서 그대가 그리워서
geuriwo geuriwoseo geudaega geuriwoseo
매일 난 혼자서만 그대를 부르고 불러봐요
maeil nan honjaseoman geudaereul bureugo bulleobwayo

보고파 보고파서 그대가 보고파서
bogopa bogopaseo geudaega bogopaseo
이제 난 습관처럼 그대 이름만 부르네요
ije nan seupgwancheoreom geudae ireumman bureuneyo
오늘도
oneuldo

하루하루가 죽을 것만 같은 어떻게 해야 해요
haruharuga jugeul geotman gateun eotteoke haeya haeyo

사랑해 사랑해요 그대를 사랑해요
saranghae saranghaeyo geudaereul saranghaeyo
말조차 못하고서 그대를 그렇게 보냈네요
maljocha motagoseo geudaereul geureoke bonaenneyo

미안해 미안해요 내말이 들리나요
mianhae mianhaeyo naemari deullinayo
뒤늣은 내 고백을 그댄 들을 수 있을까요
dwineuseun nae gobaegeul geudaen deureul su isseulkkayo
사랑해요
saranghaeyo

Ugly

2011-07-28T01:32:00.002+08:00

I think I'm ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her
I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don't lie to my face, tellin' me I'm pretty

I think I'm ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her
I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don't lie to my face, cause I know I'm ugly

joke of the day

2011-07-02T02:12:00.001+08:00

LOL! I'll fire whichever staff that replied this

怎么会？

2011-06-22T01:42:00.001+08:00

原来不是每个人都会幸福。
童话故事只是假面的希望。

mood

2011-06-11T02:50:00.001+08:00

心情降到了极点。

make up tutorial

2011-06-08T13:28:00.004+08:00

Saw this make up tutorial by this duper cute blogger..

I didn't know make-up so many steps la!
She got like 10~15 steps? (count until tired)

I have like 7 steps?

Sunblock (I'm not sure is sunblock a step but whatever :\)
Concealer
Foundation
Eyeliner
Mascara
Blusher
Lip Balm

This only applies when I wear my contacts, otherwise I skip Step 4-6 (ToT)
and that leaves me like 4 steps -________- (sounds pathetic)

Is there really a need for definition and highlighting,
when u're just going out with friends?
I alrdy tot falsies are OTT.. this is SOTT @_@

Is that why she's so cute, while I look crappy?! RAWRRRRRRRR

I'm coming home

2011-06-07T00:48:00.001+08:00

I'm coming home
I'm coming home
Tell the World I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Tell the World that I'm coming... Home

still the way I am

2011-06-05T23:46:00.001+08:00

I tried to make myself happy, by reminding myself how unfortunate many others are, compared to me..
Ain't the nice girl people wanted me to be.

But I'm still not happy.

fml

2011-06-04T23:01:00.003+08:00

Greattt..
Just when my mood hit the rock bottom.
my dad call me and kb cause he thinks I gave him the wrong info.
IT WASN'T ME OKAY? GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT!
and why am I doing all the chores? I just came back from a trip....

I hate my life when I can't find a way to make myself happy.
Need a room where no one sees, hear and know me,
so I can cry to my heart's content.

missing watch

2011-06-04T22:40:00.007+08:00

I lost my watch the night before I left Bali.
Now I'm back in Singapore, and I still can't find it.

I'm super upset of course.
It was my birthday present, so I had it for less than a month.
I'm really disappointed at myself sometimes.
Can't seem to remember stuff.
Did I left it in school?
Did I left it in the bus?
Did I misplace it at home?

Now that I'm back, and the hope of finding my watch is like negative 100%.
I don't feel like eating or watching tv or messaging anyone.
I just wanna cry.
I know I'm a cry-baby for crying over a watch.
you can't imagine how much I LOVE that watch.

my god.
I'm a stupid fat ass for losing it....

The one that got away

Nobody's perfect

2011-05-18T17:54:00.001+08:00

When I'm nervous I have this thing, I talk too much
Sometimes I just can't shut the hell up
It's like I need to tell someone anyone who'll listen
And that's where I seem to f**k up
I forget about the consequences, for a minute there I lose my senses
And in the heat of the moment my mouth's starts going the words start flowing

劣质的创可贴

2011-05-09T13:06:00.001+08:00

坚强吗?
大哭一场，或许可以从中看出这颗心受伤的轻重，可佯装坚强的外表里，没人清楚那颗心是不是已经碎的惨不忍睹……

May 11

2011-05-05T02:46:00.003+08:00

How true can this get?

Tauruses born on May 11 are brilliant, talented, (so paiseh sia, say i brilliant and talented. *shy* HAHAHA) and somewhat unstable. (bullshit! okie quite true.... very true actually -,-) Few people have the creative potential that is the gift of these individuals. (( ￣ー￣)φ) Despite a reputation for being short-tempered, even critical, (widely-known by all my friends) they command the loyalty and devotion of everyone who knows them. (xie xie kua jiang!)

May 11 natives like to be surrounded by interesting, clever people. (ya la i'm surrounded *pai ma pi-ing*) They don't like the restriction or responsibility of close friendship and prefer superficial ties. (=X) In love, there are a lot of emotional ups and downs. (FML) They may not love permanently, but they love deeply. (Time to look for new target! :D)

wa 3 posts today!! record breaking!

=)

2011-05-05T00:53:00.006+08:00

hahaha thanks for making me so happy,
even thou i posted such sh*tty stuff abt u :)

somehow strangers make me happier than e ones i love //

Untouchable (언터쳐블) - YOU YOU (Feat.오진석) M/V

everytime I tell myself it's okay,
then the next moment everything changes.

I can't deal with my insecurity

delimma

2011-05-04T21:41:00.001+08:00

how do we reject ppl when they are nice?

why did I even accept his request in Twitter, in e first place?

hai zi ji .......... :(:(:(:(:(:(

*stab knife into tummy*
*stab* *stab* *stab* *stab* *stab*

bff?

2011-04-29T03:08:00.009+08:00

I was stunned by the question,
'cause i can't find a definite answer.
....

Sometimes i'm amazed at how some ppl find me thru twitter,
even though we had no mutual friends in twitter.
urghhhhhhhhhhh
maybe I should change my twitter nick to "Don'tAddMeJustBecauseI'mYourFacebookFriend"
too bad Twitter doesn't accept such a long username.. =\

Hoping my neck will recover FAST
DAMN PAIN
URGHHHHHHHH =,=

Ain't her top dup chio?

love love.

credits: Andy's Style Scrapbook

Hungry ghost @ 5am

2011-04-28T05:12:00.002+08:00

I'm hungry :'(

should i wait for kfc to open at 8am (in another 3hrs time),
or i shld go slp now and wake up at 10am to buy my blueberry pancakes?

if i dont slp, i might die of self-torture. (waiting in hunger for 3hrs)
but then again.
if i slp, i wont have the appetite since i don have the habit of eating breakie.

-,- fml

conclusion - sleep (can slim down)

wtf
while writing this post, my tummy grumble twice (in a super loud manner)

( T _ T )

C.N. Blue - Lie (Korean)

2011-04-27T13:37:00.001+08:00

I erase the memories, I erase them with tears
I cannot keep you inside me.
I push away the memories, I push away the pain
So they can’t stay inside me.

I throw away the memories, I throw them away with tears
So I won’t have any hope,
So my longing heart won’t even know

Even though I painfully push you away (I wait for you)
I don’t think I can stop missing you (I don’t think it can be helped)
I don’t think I can let you go

I throw you away again and again but you grow inside my heart,
you become tear drops that won’t dry out
and grow even though I erase you again and again.
You become a wound that doesn’t even hurt.
No matter how hard I try, I can no longer hold onto my love
that becomes more and more blurry each day.

I swallow the tears that dig inside my heart,
so my longing won’t lift up its heard,
so my exhausted heart won’t know

Even though I painfully push you away (I wait for you)
I don’t think I can stop missing you (I don’t think it can be helped)
I don’t think I can let you go.

Your nervous eyes (always trap me)
This hope that you might come back (keeps bruising me)
But you can’t come back anymore

I throw you away again and again but you grow inside my heart,
you become tear drops that won’t dry out
and grow even though I erase you again and again.
You become a wound that doesn’t even hurt.
I love you, I love you
I can’t even hug you even though it hurts,
No matter how hard I try to hold on to you,
No matter how hard I call out my love,
I can’t

deep in e nights

2011-04-26T01:52:00.001+08:00

every night I wanna talk to someone.
but I can't seem to find one.

:/

2011-04-15T13:30:00.001+08:00

对绝不再执著。

higher higher Higher~ off the ground

2011-04-05T16:19:00.003+08:00

This version is waaaaaaaay better than the one featuring Kylie Minogue. IMO.

and dammit!
I missed Jesery Shore S3 again..
TMD, i cant seem to keep track of timeslots -,-

Makeup for breakup

2011-03-17T00:39:00.008+08:00

Apparently there's a makeup for breakup.. lol

Anyway..
the lady in the video, Arial had an arguement with her bf,
and she decided to do her breakdup makeup (while crying)

the key thing here is.............................................

she's super duper CHIO!!

lol

and the background music is super nice:) ;

watch her video (even for 20 seconds)

enjoy:)

Mindy Gledhill - All About Your Heart

I don't mind your odd behavior
It's the very thing I love
If you were an ice cream flavor
You would be my favorite one

My imagination sees you
Like a painting by Van Gogh
Starry nights and bright sunflowers
Follow you where you may go

Oh, I've loved you from the start
In every single way
And more each passing day
You are brighter than the stars
Believe me when I say
It's not about your scars
It's all about your heart

You're a butterfly held captive
Small and safe in your cocoon
Go on you can take your time
Time is said to heal all wounds

Oh, I've loved you from the start
In every single way
And more each passing day
You are brighter than the stars
Believe me when I say
It's not about your scars
It's all about your heart

Like a lock without a key
Like a mystery without a clue
There is no me if I cannot have you

Oh, I've loved you from the start
In every single way
And more each passing day
You are brighter than the stars
Believe me when I say
It's not about your scars
It's all about your heart

center-parting

2011-03-15T01:14:00.005+08:00

i saw this damn chio girl w/ her center parted long curly black hair a few days ago.

something like this

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my dup chio friend! muhahahaha~

so envy la!

so i tried to part my hair in the center as well

FAIL! (thou e photo quite chio eh xD)

the parting just doesnt stays in the center!! RAWRRRRRRRRRR
it kept going back to my old parting @.@

at least i had fun!

lol

if only i'd big eyes
if only my hair is freakingly long
if only i'm not fat
if only i dont have to wear specs

but...

i'm glad i do good eye makeups
i'm glad i'd lots of hair (on the head)
i'm glad i eat well
i'm glad specs cover my dark eye circles

photos

2011-03-11T02:58:00.011+08:00

i wanna cut my hair short, bob style?
but i can't make up my mind.
as usual huh ... -,-

anyway~

spamming of Ethan Goy's photo cause he's so cute now!
... before he turns into a devil when he turns 1-2 yr old.. lol @.@

been neglecting my blog again cause i hate the my blogskins ...
bui tahan my old display pic on my blog too, so i changed it ,
but i'm still not happy with it..
cant find much photos w/ makeup, i look hilarious w/o makeup on photos -,-
maybe i shld put some hunks' photo instead,
otherwise you people or ghosts kill urself 'cause i constantly spam my cam-whore photos..
muahahahaha~
oh wells... me and my lame-ness :X

it's been raining everyday lately :(
i hope it doesnt rain this weekends + 23-27 March!
raining makes me super sian nowadays. :(:(:(

finally turned on the com
i usually uses my all-in-one iPhone thou ;D
but i wanted to watch a subbed program so... yea..
i uploaded my cam-whore photos in my iPhone --- > and i was rrly shocked LOL

this is only 1/5 of the photos in the album..
omg... @.@
i guess ugly ppl do love to cam-whore alot!!!!
muhahahahahahaha ~

SPAM AGAIN! (w/ my beloved white hair-bow :D)

Time to read my novel 'else i can't sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep

I like the way you talk
I like the way you walk
I like the way you love
You rock my world

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♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

hehehehehehehehe

2011-02-22T04:35:00.004+08:00

I'm a happy fat girl, in her own sweet world ........ ~ ♪(´ε｀ )

hehehehehehehehehehe

看看我心脏的形状！( ⌒-⌒)~♥
HAHAHAHAHA (laughing at my own lame-ness)

寻找

2011-02-17T02:19:00.001+08:00

不开心，因为…

明天会找个快乐的理由。

FREE incoming calls

2011-01-17T10:12:00.003+08:00

I never believed my dad when he told me about people who call and hang up in 2 sec,
so you would call them back, and they would in turn enjoy the free incoming calls privilege.

I finally encountered one.

-,-

so the whole bloody story goes like this:

I enter my office,
open up my email.
Reply my customer's email.
Then 5mins after I replied a order purchase,
my phone rang.... for 1 sec.... and she/he hang up.

it was a number nt listed in my contacts,
so immediately i tot of the customer who i just replied e email.

-,-

it's kinda obvious now that she wanted me to call her back.
dulan for 10mins b4 i call her back,
she picks up her phone RIGHT after the 1st ring tone ..

@#$*&@!^

knn
knn
knn
knn

to me it wasn't that i had to spend the 15cents, (since i could claim frm the company)
but the ACT itself is really irritating!!

DON'T SO CHEAPSKATE CAN!! 15CENTS NAAHHHHHH!!!

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Fucked up world

2011-01-02T03:45:00.009+08:00

... Be nice, you're fake.
Don't be nice, you're having attitude issues.

kua kua ~
LOL

5:00 am

2010-12-30T05:05:00.001+08:00

OMG I'M STILL WIDE AWAKE SIA !!
I'm so getting a headache tomorrow ..
FMLTTM (¬_¬)

有故事的人

2010-12-29T01:16:00.008+08:00

haven't been using the computer lately.
my blog is filled with spiderwebs again. lol =S

X'mas is finally over .. *phew*

Had quite a X'mas week filled with dinners, fun shoppings, awkward moments, anti-climax-ing gossip, mahjong session and crazy X'mas present shoppings..

totally hate crowds that appears EVERYWHERE .. -,-
if u give me a choice, I would totally choose to go somewhere with no crowd ..
crowds just make me sian 1/4 .. lol

my hearing is kinda bad..
with the crowd,
my hearing level totally went from kinda to superrrrrr ... bad -,-

exam in a week's time..
and I'm starting work in 6 days' time ..
dammit ..
anybody working ard Kaki Bukit area?
Let's have lunch tgt, I'm starting to feel lonely .. lol
call me for lunch people!! =\

Movie marathon anyone??
Seriously my poly friend's version of movie night is Avatar, bride's war etc
totally not my type of movie marathon, more like marathon to fall aslp e fastest..
no horror movie marathon?? :(:(:(
why no one loves scaring him/herself to death?
I do!! =P

should I do up my 2011 resolution?
seriously, I can't even rmb my 2010 resolution, so what's the point ya?

as long as I'm happy.. :)
that's my resolution for 2011 ..

Goy Goy's philosophy:

Confess your love, even if it backfires on you
Cry your heart's out, even if it embarrasses you
Chiong towards your dream, even if ppl think you're crazy

Good or bad,
the memories makes you a person with stories to tell .. :)

I may nt be pretty, I may nt be slim, I may nt be smart, I may nt have e kindest soul ..
But I mad love my personality, and if you don't, you should stop reading my blog ..

p/s actually I do think I'm kinda smart ..
p/p/s nt book-smart thou, I think I'm good at analysis .. *bhb-ing*

...... ....... ...... ......

I'm obsessed with any possible kind of happiness .. =}

Emo

2010-12-15T18:26:00.002+08:00

My family are going shopping this Saturday,
and I can't join 'cause I've work!

URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

why must work deprive my time with my family! -,-

it's not fun shopping for my own X'mas present,
while everyone go shop tgt..
and obviously I can only buy 1 X'mas present if I go shop alone,
but I can buy like 3 if I go tgt!!!!!

RAWWWWWWWWWWWWWRRRRRR

Don't work >> no money
Work >> no freedom

tmd
nb
fmlttm
kns

secrets

2010-12-09T03:35:00.002+08:00

kill me all over again

2010-12-07T00:25:00.001+08:00

I'm srsly considering turning off my phone 'til the whole matter subside ..

Just making my headache worse ..

Please disappear frm my life for some time 'til I find the courage to forgive ..
Highly appreciated.

right or wrong

2010-12-01T03:38:00.002+08:00

I'm bad at judging what's right and what's wrong.
So I took so many wrong steps to get to who I am.
I'm still not perfect, and I'll never be.
I just wanna be special, to someone.
and he's not here yet.

Dim sum dolly

2010-11-21T20:19:00.014+08:00

I started wearing contacts again some time around mid sep?
'Cause i realised i had like 3 more pairs of mthly lens that i didnt wear..

lol
bought them on impulse when i wanted to wear contacts a yr ago,
and after wearing 3 pairs, I stopped ..

and a week ago,
I pre-ordered the GEO contact lens .

u must be thinking why I buy another pair when I've 2 more unused,
well .... I've been hearing that GEO is rrly comforty and I like e fact that it enlarges our iris.

soooooooooo when I saw the damn chio GEO lens,
I couldnt stop myself from buying one pair.
HAHAHA! =s

anyway....
I SUPER heart them larrrr!
*music playing: "you steal my heart away, Yeah you steal my heart away...~"*

I know my no-makeup complexion sucks
Focus on my eyes only can?
xie xieee *bow 90 degree*

It's grey anyway (but looks kinda black :D), and it rrly enlarges my iris.. @.@
So now I wont feel upset while looking at Jo's BIG BIG eyes..

muhahahahaha~

Laugh and enjoy ur last weekend of the week ppl! :DDDDDDDD

ciaoooooooooooooooooooo~

* wo ai tai mei, tai mei ai wo ~ *

WOOOOOOOOOT! *spin round and round and round*

MAD LOVE NOVEMBER :):D:}:P

LYRICS

2010-11-17T22:37:00.010+08:00

Jessie J - Who You Are (blog's bkgd music)

I stare at my reflection in the mirror
Why am I doing this to myself
Losing my mind on a tiny error
I nearly left the real me on the shelf
No, no, no, no

Don't lose it all in the blur of the start
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing
It's okay not to be okay
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart
But tears don't mean you're losing
Everybody's bruising
Just be true to who you are

(Who you are, who you are, who you are x4)

Brushing my hair, do I look perfect?
I forgot what to do to fit the mould
The more I try, the less it's working
'Cause everything inside me screams
no, no, no, no, no, no, no

Don't lose it all in the blur of the start
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing
It's okay not to be okay
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart
But tears don't mean you're losing
Everybody's bruising
There's nothing wrong with who you are

Yes. Nos. Egos
Fake shows like BOOM
Just go, and leave me alone
Real talk, real life, good love, good night
With a smile ...
That's my home, yeah
That's my home ...

No, no, no, no, no ...
Don't lose it all in the blur of the start
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing
It's okay not to be okay
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart
Tears don't mean you're losing
Everybody's bruising
Just be true to who you are

I was shocked when I saw my previous post up in this blog,
cause it wasnt meant to be up.

LOL
I got a hell of a scare ..
hope no one saw the post !! *pray hard*
Seeing is deceivinggggg... ~
hahahaha!!
I self-high-ing again! =X

flea with me

2010-11-16T01:51:00.001+08:00

Earned quite abit during the flea market on sat..
MUHAHAHAHAHA!! (It was not my intention to caps, my iPhone kept auto-correct to this)

I should be able to survive for the whole nov month for now..

WOOT~ :D

nov is rrly goin great for me!!

less arguments, great friends/family outings, fantastic profit at e flea and no major illness or whatsoever.

only one thing ..

I hasn't been really talking to my mom for like 3 weeks?
ever since I ran away ..... hmmmm

guess that's normal ya?
she's like totally giving up on me.
and errrr srsly .....
I feel much better w/o her constant nagging.
and it seems like she's been nagging e pregnant one instead.
lol :X

I'm glad it turns out this way.
not that I dowan my mom to care abt me, but she gets rrly extreme with her nagging most of e time.

guess who got her genes?

LOL

I'm a cheerful lil fat cutie pieeee of november ~

hehehe ... ヾ(＠⌒ー⌒＠)ノ

muax muaxx !! <3

HTC hd7

2010-11-12T02:13:00.005+08:00

Microsoft finally release their new hp platform - Windows Phone OS 7

and when I saw HTC HD 7,
I seriously wanna get my hands on one!

So last week,
I told my dad about how cool HTC HD 7 was.
With the super BIG high-definition 4.3" screen,
and its sleek mainly black user-surface..

omgggggg ♥.♥
i'm so in LOVE with it!!!

and my lao father gave me the "you-have-no-taste" look,
saying it looks super ugly and bulky...

-_________-

And guess what?!

Today, he told me he was going to Somerset to purchase the HTC HD 7!!!

-_________-

so now he's super happy with his new toy.
while i have to listen to him talk about how fantastic his new hp is,
and how much better it is as compared to iPhone 4.

In addition, i was told not to play with it, in case i spoil it..

-_________-

FMLTTMOMFGKNNNBWTF

If I ain't got you with me

2010-11-10T00:02:00.000+08:00

Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

me myself and i

2010-11-04T02:21:00.001+08:00

It's okay if they don't love me.
I'll love myself.

life goes on ..............

------------------

my cousin's son request to list me as his daughter in fb.
he's only 5 years old.
i'm creakingly 22 years old.

-_-

FML

Jasmine please smile.

2010-11-01T02:56:00.007+08:00

SMILEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

felt better :)

SLEEP TIME! ♥

far far away

2010-11-01T00:31:00.001+08:00

ran away for 2 days ...
i'm back ...

bye October.
hello November.
hope you'll be nice to me. :)

barely smiling, but I've got a great friend.
thank you :)

percentage

2010-10-29T17:54:00.001+08:00

when you give your 100% to them, and get none back.
you know they are not worth it.
even if it's family.
'cause, you're not loved.
what's the point of standing by them, when the time to come for them to stand by you, they walk away.

turned off

2010-10-26T01:35:00.001+08:00

Do you rrly think by shouting and screaming vulgarities at your kid, they will listen to you?

they will just lose the respect they had for you.

afterall you could always say it in a nicer manner.
I don't think asking me to wash dishes had to be added with cb knn tmd etc..
you srsly think your kid is some kinda slave?!

Go learn some manners before you demand me to respect you!!
Respect's are meant to be earned, earn it!

Bystander

2010-10-25T12:14:00.001+08:00

even if you knew, but you can't help.
so what's the point of knowing?

kill me

2010-10-23T04:46:00.001+08:00

I FCUKING HATE OCTOBER!!!!!

chickened out

2010-10-21T16:56:00.003+08:00

lol.
deleted e previous post 'cause I got a feeling he might visit my blog.
=#
ltr he don't let me copy liaooooo~ LOL (sarcasm)

anybody know the MCR's song NA NA NA (NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA)??
Benny kept singing e chorus!!!
damn irritating in e beginning.
but now i find it addictive.
lol.

stupid bel had a argument with me just now,
and showed me the horoscope website on her hp..
in summary,
she wanted me to see the part where it says that,
11th May Taurus are short-tempered and critical.

-____-

it's not like u're any less short-tempered than me lor Annabel
Goy Xiao Yue!!!

complaint

2010-10-14T04:01:00.001+08:00

I wished I was never put in this situation.

I know I would please my mom if I clean up all the dirty dishes, but I was not the one who used them.

It's alright if I do the dishes once or twice. But it sucks when it always happen.

Guess who gets the blame when the dishes are not done, rubbish bins not cleared, clothes not washed/hanged..

I just wanna curse ...

I don't get appreciations when I did the chords, while others who did it once are deemed as a cuter hardworking kid.

They said home is the place where you can take a rest and relax, when you feel tired.

Home is my workplace.

I'm so gonna get that bloody job and make myself busy.

Feels like dabian right now..
and I don't feel like talking about this to anybody (with ppl an wei-ing me)..
explains my long bloody annoying complaint post here.

Soooo pls don't ask me anything about this post.
ESP darling who always try to be there for me. =)

Thanks.

Totally miss the times when I could just blurt out all my anger and stuff that's upsetting me, to someone I was once close with.

But situation changes, and I've just got to accept it, since I was the one who wanted to keep a distance.

Oh wells...
My decision may seem as being dramatic to many, but I'm just cutting all stupid feelings I shldnt have.

'Cause all I wanted was friendship.

------

Imma emo tonight only and look forward to tmr..
'Cause I'll see cutey in class tmr. =)
Finally someone of the same freq in class!! WOOT~

ok I admit that his cute-ness plays a bigger factor (not that we r rrly on the same freq =#).

headphone's dead

2010-10-14T01:25:00.002+08:00

Dammit ....!!!!!!!
Beloved headphone died on me ...........................

Worse part;
I can't find the bloody receipt 'cause we changed room previously,
and I threw lots of receipts away ................

@.@

*bang head against the wall*

I don't understand why my headphone spoilt this fast......

grumpy me -_-

GaIn - Irreversible

2010-10-11T02:12:00.006+08:00

watch from 3:09

lie, don't lie, don't lie..

my reflection

阴天

2010-10-10T22:49:00.001+08:00

爱情究竟是精神鸦片
还是世纪末的无聊消遣

男人大可不必百口莫辩
女人实在无须楚楚可怜

最好爱恨扯平两不相欠

corn

2010-10-06T03:06:00.001+08:00

craving for corn right now.
cup corn. popcorn. corn stick. hokkaido corn. sweet corn. corn soup

corn corn corn corn corn corn corn corn corn corn corn

@.@

BEAST - SOOM

2010-10-04T14:26:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
THE ENDING (after 4:18) IS EPIC MAN!!! xD

new obession

2010-10-04T00:56:00.002+08:00

he's the 2nd main actor in the kdrama i'm watching now.

my new obession ♥ *wipe saliva*

hehehehe~ EYE CANDIES EVERYWHERE ♥.♥

but..... this was how he looked like 2 years back

O.o LOL

still... he's talented with the drums, and his very very very sexy vocal~

hur hur hur.......~

par-par-partieee

2010-10-01T04:01:00.015+08:00

I know this blogskin's not gonna last long.
'Cause I'm starting to find it hmmmm bleah. =\

I kept thinking of partyin' lately.
Wonder if it's b'cause I've nv rrly partied when I was a teen,
(yeah I loooong pass e teenager age grp -_- FML)
Fortunately I'm broke, sooooooo i guess that's a good thing?

LOL

rrly am glad i can finally club on sat. phew~
the club is def gonna play this song this sat. WOOOOOOOT!

I ♥ KLUB PARTY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

'Cause I'm so bad bad, but I'm so good gooooood.......~

p/s let's just hope i can stay fresh on sun for sugar daddy's birthday!!!! sun ♥

inspiration-less

2010-09-29T15:23:00.002+08:00

wo yao change my blogskin......

no inspirations//

안녕 (annyeong) | Goodbye | Adiós

I'm gonna ...

2010-09-27T19:02:00.001+08:00

... let it be, take it as it comes, and watch it as it leaves.

that sin

2010-09-25T23:07:00.008+08:00

It's official, isn't it?

'cause you lied again.

30 Seconds to Mars featuring Kanye West - Hurricane

No matter how many times that you told me you wanted to leave
No matter how many breaths that you took you still couldn't breathe
No matter how many nights that you lied wide awake to the sound of the poison rain

Where did you go? where did you go? where did you go?

Heart beat, a heart beat, I need a... heart beat, a heart beat...

Tell me would you kill to save for a life?
Tell me would you kill to prove you're right?
Crash, crash, burn let it all burn
This hurricane is chasing us all underground.

No matter how many deaths that I die, I will never forget
No matter how many lies that I lived, I will never regret
There's a fire inside this heart and a riot about to explode into flames
Where is your God? Where is your God? Where is your God? ...

Do you really want?
Do you really want me?
Do you really want me dead?
Or alive to torture for my sins?

Do you really want?
[heart beat, a heart beat]
Do you really want me?
[I need a.. heart beat, a heart beat]
Do you really want me dead?
[you know I gotta leave, I can't stay,
I know I gotta go, I can't stay]
Or alive to live a lie?

Tell me would you kill to save a life?
Tell me would you kill to prove you're right?
Crash, crash, burn let it all burn
This hurricane's chasing us all underground

You say you wrong, you wrong, I'm right, I'm right, you're wrong, we fight
Ok, I'm running from the light, running from the day to night
Oh, the quiet silence defines our misery
The riot inside keeps trying to visit me
No matter how we try, it's too much history
Too many bad notes playing in our symphony
So let it breathe, let it fly, let it go
Let it fall, let it crash, burn slow
And then you call upon God
Oh you call upon God

Tell me would you kill to save a life?
Tell me would you kill to prove you're right?
Crash, crash, burn let it all burn
This hurricane chasing us all underground

This hurricane...(x5)

Do you really want?
Do you really want me?
Do you really want me dead?
Or alive to torture for my sins?

Do you really want?
Do you really want me?
Do you really want me dead?
Or alive to live a lie

Running away from the night, running away from the light
Running away to save you're life

home sweet home

2010-09-21T15:30:00.005+08:00

SUGAR DADDY IS BACKKKKKKK!!!!!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

now that's definitely something to be happy about!!

=DDDDDDDDDD

... ... ...

I've 3 months to recover.
that's damn shortttttt.
b4 I knew it, 3 months will fly like a bloody jet plane,
and the whole cycle's gonna happen again. -_- *kua kua kuaaa...*

mooncakes! wo yao lotus paste de snowskin mooncakessssss.
why soooo exxxxx..... nbnbnbnbnbnbnbnbnbnb =S

those lies

2010-09-17T17:03:00.006+08:00

I’m so sick of love songs.
hate the love songs.
the memento of ours

A late night with rain falling down.
I bring you back from my memories.
Promised myself I would be fine without you, but I can’t help it.
Drank when I can't fill my empty heart.
A day without you takes so long to end.
And I pray that I will forget you
But that’s all a lie

I'm so sorry but i love you.
It was all lies
I didn't know.
Now i realized that i need you.

Other people probably don’t know.
In my pocket is the letter that’s all wrinkled up.

I’m gonna change,
I’ll laugh everything off from now on.
And my habit of calling you and wondering where you are.

I’m sorry because I never got to do anything for you.
Nothing but lies

p/s i know it sounds weird, it's e translated lyrics of a korean song. lol

grumpy @ 1.36am

2010-09-16T01:34:00.006+08:00

srsly. clean up if u're the last to have ur meals.

-_________-

dulan. 'cause mom's so gonna ask me to clean up,
when i didnt even had dinner today.

arghhhhhh..

GRUMPY MEEEEEE *grump grump grump*

spamming of me photos
p/s do not click on the image, it's just gonna enlarge e photo and scare uuuu

I shall tie my hair seen in e photo and go out shopping~
time to act young, 'cause i'm getting freakingly oldddddd!!!!!
time waits for no old lady.. =\

msn webcam

2010-09-15T17:23:00.004+08:00

hope this cheer everybody (who's having a bad day) up. =D

random.ed.

2010-09-15T14:26:00.002+08:00

watched MTV VMAs bcause of Eminem.

and that Rihanna had to spoil the whole live performance with her ever-can't-reach-the-high-pitch-voice.. -_-

Did her singing de-proved or the song was too hard for her?
srsly arrrrrrrr... -_____-

no wonder Eminem only received awards for "Not Afraid" and not "Love the Way You Lie" .

>=(

this blogskin is getting on my nerves too.
getting bored of it that i wanna close this blog.
very uglyyyyyyy.. =\

New sch is starting this thurs (tmr actually), while everyone in class alrdy started on tues.
I'm exempted for one module this term.

THIS TERM I DONT HAVE TO SEE THEM FOR 4 TIMES A WEEK!!!

YES YES YES YES!!!!

LOL =DDDD

MUHAHAHAHAHAHA!

and .....
me starting to miss Jeffrey @.@ << he's my sugar daddy LOL

him.me.you

2010-09-14T02:18:00.004+08:00

i cried.
'cause i got a bad feeling.
that i would end up with him,
e one i love nowhere more than u.

i stayed silent.
'cause i knew even w/o him,
u will nv be mine.

bcause the world don't just gives me what I want.
because i'm not what you want.

I just wanna stay here,
where you can find me.
but they told me no.

the smses he sent, reminds me of what she said.
then i rmb what i forgotten.
i forget to forget you.

2NE1 - Go Away

2010-09-12T00:32:00.009+08:00

2NE1 - Go Away [1080p HD English subbed]

'cause love is over/
love. love is over tonight.

// i want you, but i may not need you.

i guess it's nv about how handsome/rich he is,
or hw much he fits my perfect mr. right criteria,
it's hw much love he wanna give.

bad boys stand aside.
i'm all for the new geeks who treat me like his precious //

......

i tell myself that it was all a lie, so it aint gonna hurt that bad when u leave me.

realising

2010-09-09T01:28:00.002+08:00

I'm so into my own world sometimes,
that i totally ignored other stuff (except for my family)

then every now and then,
i realised that i've been neglecting friends, life, love and future?

Orz

total fail at multi-tasking. =_=

and i totally sucks at relationships.
can i dont get married or what?
i can totally understand why the palm reader said what she said..
blah x3...

okay people. start calling me old virgin.
i'll try to get used to it...
esp since my nephew is on his way to e world.
can forsee him calling me old virgin when i reach 40 n still nt married lar!

hahaha!!

i'm so gonna remind myself nt to get marry !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-_____-

2010-09-01T00:38:00.002+08:00

so my dad is nagging at my mom....

15mins later.....

my mom came out to nag at me,
because she say i love to scold her, just like my dad.

wa liaw ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

-______________-

shall go slp, SUPER NERVOUS ABT MY EXAM TMR

this is worse than 'O' levels. =_=

i think i look dumb or sth, 'cause ppl always lie to me....
lousy *TSK!*

exam starts

2010-08-29T23:24:00.003+08:00

Tmr first paper. . .
Wednesday last paper for yr 2 sem 1 . . .
WGM is distracting me frm my revision .. lol

AJA AJA HWATING~ !!!!!! =DDDDDDDDD

hair grown

2010-08-17T12:10:00.006+08:00

Because my hse was under renovation, I had to put on the mask again.

then I rmb I worn it once when benny was sick

I know I know. very scary..... @.@ faster scroll down

then I realised something.

MY HAIR IS FREAKINGLY LONGER NOW! =DDDDD WAAAAAAAAAY LONGER!!

hair length shld be longer but I lazy to comb my hair. =x
You can't see but I was smiling rrly happily cause my hair is growing fast..
hehehehehehehehehehehehehe......~

the first photo was taken on the late Jan, so it took me 7 months only!

MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~
*hopping ard*

anyway the kitchen and kitchen's toilet is under renovation.

SUPER DUSTY!!! =\

but I'm still happy my hair is growing long fast. =}

team-mates that drives you CRAZY

2010-08-14T21:21:00.008+08:00

Seriously. I know it's mean to blog this.
but i bu tahan.....
the proj is moving nowhere and i have to sacrifice my weekend for you.

Don't try to correct your team-mates' minor grammer errors,
(not referring to myself, i know my ang moh sucks thou..... T.T),
and make the diff between alternatives and proposed solutions such a big deal.
I don't even care that solution ain't recommendations or they don't come tgt.
*roll eyeballs*

WHO THE FCUK EVEN CARES?!
YOU THINK THE LECTURER IS GONNA DEDUCE MARKS JUST BCOS U PUT RECOMMENDATIONS INSTEAD OF SOLUTION AS THE BLOODY HEADER?!

you don't even know us well, what's up with the insult?
Can't you see the effort ppl put in,
and stop criticising others like u're the only one right.

Don't try to suggest stupid things like a role-play presentation
how do you even act out the process of revamping of a shop?!
u're the contractor, i'm the store owner is it?! *faints*

TOTALLY DON'T GET SOME IDIOT'S THINKING !

and when I give you the evil grin,
it doesn't mean I DON'T GET WHAT THE PROJ WANTS US TO DO!
What I don't get is how the fcuk yr brain functions.........!!!!!!!

Can't you see every other team-mates are trying to tell you that you're gg way off point?!
STOP SUGGESTING STUPID STUFF
AND GET THE PROJ DONE!

OMFG PLS DONT END UP GG UK WITH ME!!!!!!

RRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p/s I DONT CARE WHAT SH*T U SEE FRM THE NEWSPAPERS. NOT EVERYTHING APPLIES TO ALL SITUATIONS!

HEDLEY - PERFECT

2010-08-13T14:30:00.002+08:00

Falling a thousand feet per second
You still take me by surprise
I just know we can't be over
I can see it in your eyes
Making every kind of silence
Takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over
And never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall
Even if you said I was wrong

I'm not perfect
But I keep trying
Cause that's what I said
I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely
So please don't leave
Was it something I said
Or just my personality

Making every kind of silence
It takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over
And never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall
Even if you said I was wrong

I know that I'm not perfect
But I keep trying
Cause that's what I said
I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely
So please don't leave
Was it something I said
Or just my personality

When you're caught in a lie
And you've got nothing to hide
When you've got nowhere to run
And you've got nothing inside
It tears right through me
You thought that you knew me
You thought that you knew

I'm not perfect
But I keep trying
Cause that's what I said
I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely
So please don't leave
Was it something I said
Or just my personality

I'm not perfect
But I keep trying
Cause that's what I said
I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely
So please don't leave
Was it something I said
Or just my, just my
Self, just myself
Myself, just myself

I'm not perfect
But I keep trying

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I seriously don't like the singer's expression. =\

Lady Gaga - Speechless

2010-08-04T22:50:00.004+08:00

Boy you left me speechless

no.1 arguement between couples

2010-07-28T21:48:00.003+08:00

Girl: Where do we go for dinner today?
Guy: What do you wanna eat honey?
Girl: I dunno. Anything.
Guy: How about pasta?
Girl: I’m in no mood for pasta.
Guy: Pizza?
Girl: Fattening.
Guy: Vietnamese? it’s light.
Girl: Hmmmm. Dowan.
Guy: Why not we go for Japanese?
Girl: But we just had that yesterday!
Guy: Then what do you want to eat?
Girl: I dunno. Anything.
Guy: -_-

HAHAHAHA!
i think this happens between friends too.
unfortunately, esp if there are girls.. LOL

LYRICS

2010-07-28T00:58:00.001+08:00

张惠妹-你是爱我的

同样的一场日落
同样你还是没说
只是抱紧我
时间一到就松手

你用一万个理由
都比沉默还温柔
为什么爱我又不断退后
你害怕的是什么
你想要的是什么
站在你背后
我连呼吸都痛

我要相信你是爱我的
我要相信你是勇敢的
我烦时间是最残酷的
我怎么等

我要相信你是爱我的
不要当我每次唱情歌
眼里总有太多泪
不停拉扯

我用一万个答案
解释我们的距离
到最后发现我全都猜错
你害怕的是什么
你想要的是什么
站在你背后
我连呼吸都痛

我要相信你是爱我的
我要相信你是勇敢的
我烦时间是最残酷的
我怎么等

我要相信你是爱我的
不要当我每次唱情歌
眼里总有太多泪
不停拉扯

你怀里有太多问号
告诉我怎么依靠

我要相信你是爱我的
我要相信你是勇敢的
我烦时间是最残酷的
我怎么等

我要相信你是爱我的
不要当我每次唱情歌
眼里总有太多泪
不停拉扯

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mad loves this song..... aaawwwwwwwww~ hahaha

nail art

2010-07-27T00:16:00.002+08:00

saw this @ ohsofickle.
I love the Chanel, Celine and Dior designs.
ESP mad mad love the (first row 2nd from the left) Chanel design....
uurghhhhh.... i love Coco Chanel.

momo tot i was angry today 'cause i was pulling a black face. lol.
(paiseh momo....=\)
i'm not. at least not with her.
i'm just stressed out with my proj 2 'cause i wanna get A for SBM.
or at least a B. =\
marketing is my strength.... must not and cannot get C !!!!
(i'm getting soooooooooo academic now -_-)
and. papi plays abit of factor that i was having a bad mood today.

i hate relationships. -____- mega hate.

WAAAAAA

2010-07-22T18:41:00.006+08:00

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~

Drooling liao ma?
*i hope only guys are drooling now, no other gender.. *shivers* =\

hahahaha!

p/s errrr and nope i'm not drooling, i just find her very kawaii!

GOAAL!!

2010-07-11T04:15:00.000+08:00

Germany 3 - Uruguay 2 now!
MUAHAHAHAHAA

WC fever

2010-07-11T03:46:00.006+08:00

when u wanna watch WC. but u can't
here's a way to find out which country made a goal............ur neighbour.
It's kinda irritating thou. -_-
esp when u realised that ur neighbour is supporting a different country from you.

So apparently my neighbour from the BLOCK ACROSS supports Uruguay;
They scream GOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLL~ when Uruguay goal,
and BBBBBBBOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! when Germany goal

and i had to msn tong to ask her which country goaled, when i hear them roar the first time.

right now.
everytime they went
GOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLL~
i wanna curse and swear.

LOL

it's a 2-2 right now.

GERMANY PLS WIN!!!!

iFlip

2010-07-08T15:49:00.003+08:00

Not sure if anyone watched this video b4.
It's about this guy who created his own music video using iPhone and still pictures.

creativeeeeeeeeeee...!

en-enjoy!

Photoblog

2010-07-05T02:34:00.009+08:00

hang-out with Sherry on Thurs and Sat. Loves. =3

-------- THURS - shopping/dinner --------

-------- SAT - bday party --------

^photo looks funny 'cause i resized it. LOL

^cut sherry's face hmmm.. cause she looks weird in e photo. =\

the boobs part of the bday cake. sliced into 4s by ME

O.M.G.

2010-07-03T04:07:00.010+08:00

SIQIAOQIAOLIAO!
was suppose to do my bloody assignment 2!
did it half-way and i end up changing my blog's skin................... so dead................ dead dead dead........................
today's test was alright. so paiseh cause i was late for 43mins. =o= fortunately i manage to finish the paper in time. LOL this is so me lar! =\

why min must sleep so early tonight. =( i have to suffer not talking to her for one night! damn.
tomorrow's a sat! i hate weekendsssss....................................

wanna go to the NDP preview tmr! But why must it be tmr!!!!!!! next sat cannot meh?! RAWR! =(
i feel like pang-seh-ing people.................. sherry lu can i?? =#

LOL

^^

2010-07-02T18:25:00.004+08:00

Hahahaha!! Feeling much better watchin WGM. Kwonnie looks rrly stupid doing the dance. but it's cute that he prepared the song! hehehehehehe ^^

you are my angel....~ ♥

OKAY OFF I GO FOR MY SBM TEST!! WOOT!! =DD

"Happily ever after is so once upon a time"

如果你爱一个人，你会了解她的一切，而不需再问她。

如果你不爱一个人，即使她告诉你她的一切，你也还是会忘记的。

mummy in UK

再不起床，又迟了啦:(

not Real-genic

Friends

quote quote

My Sherry honey posted this in fb: "不需要后悔太多， 因为即使时光倒流 ，不属于我们的还是抓不到。"

mad love it. :)

Blind

Let it burn

Addictive

killer

sick and not sleeping

I was up and I'm down

Orz

8-eyed

give and take

quote

Marathon

spider webs

그리워서

Ugly

joke of the day

怎么会？

mood

make up tutorial

I'm coming home

still the way I am

fml

missing watch

Nobody's perfect

劣质的创可贴

May 11

=)

delimma

bff?

Hungry ghost @ 5am

C.N. Blue - Lie (Korean)

deep in e nights

:/

higher higher Higher~ off the ground

Makeup for breakup

center-parting

photos

hehehehehehehehe

寻找

FREE incoming calls

Fucked up world

5:00 am

有故事的人

Emo

secrets

kill me all over again

right or wrong

Dim sum dolly

LYRICS

flea with me

HTC hd7

If I ain't got you with me

me myself and i

Jasmine please smile.

far far away

percentage

turned off

Bystander

kill me

chickened out

complaint

headphone's dead

GaIn - Irreversible

阴天

corn

BEAST - SOOM

new obession

par-par-partieee

inspiration-less

I'm gonna ...

that sin

My Sherry honey posted this in fb: "不需要后悔太多，因为即使时光倒流，不属于我们的还是抓不到。"